Practice

I decided at the Christmas party.

I'd been considering it for a while. Today I knew. I took the couch and you sat on the floor in front me, leaning against my leg, and I couldn't speak. I wasn't ready. But I will be.

I will build a man who is good enough to be with you. I will build a man who deserves you. There is much to do. The rest of this doesn't matter. The rest of this is just practice.